Mourning Part 1

I dreamed that I was in my old flower gardens-except they were as resplendent as the garden of Eden. I walked around and touched all the flowers and cried, asking, "Why can't I have my flowers? Why can't I be here? Why did I have to leave this?"

Then Todd got bit by a huge snake and all was chaos and panic and I woke up.

I thought I was over the loss of my flowers but I guess a bit still remains.

Philippians 3:8

Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ